tetiba rasa nak type sebab first tengah guna laptop.second sebab ermm macam2 kot sekrang tengah rasa.sedih,pelik,nervous,takut,confuse haihh macam2 lah but most of the time i feel sad.sedih sebab banyak sebab.
1) im so confuse with myself
2) in just few days akan jauh daripada family
3) i dont know what i want in my life
4) how im going to face new life
5) can i do the best for my life?
6) everyone is suck
7) i miss my old life
8) menyampah dengan perasaan sendiri
9) i dont know how to be mean
10) why people dont know how to appreciate someone who love them like seriously -,-
11) i trust someone who i know i should not trust but stupid me still trust
12) what if i fail to make my parents happy?
13) what is lifeeee pffftttt
haihh banyak lagi lah aku fikir.aku nk fikir positif tpi sekrng banyak negatif dari positif jadi how?
sekrang ni just in touch dengan fari,fiqah fatin and shahrir je.eh tk.shahrir is exclude sbb i dont see he did anything for me.yerp nothing.kadang2 terfikir jugak whats the point saying 'i love you' if he didnt mean it -,- u know action speaks louder than words.tpi entah lah.did i love him?pfftt i try my best kot tapi tepuk sebelah tangan bunyi apa dooo.then why i still with him?entah lah.sbb sayang yang pasti tpi tk tahu lah i cant force someone to love me lol
what about dak dak pelangi?lol entah lah.they did invited me sometimes tapi faham tak diaorang ajak geng diaorang yang aku tak kenal jadi malas do nak join.nanti awkward faham tak awkward pastu nnti aku malas lah nak deal dengan awkward awkward ni.but well i still reply if any of them ws me or whatever.ehem any of them ye hahahaha jap bape ketul je kot ws hahaha.yerp farah yeah and amin sometimes.hahahaha amin tu lawak sbb dia call lol and ada lah 2 orang yang contact just nak tahu nnti sambung mana lewl
so apa je aku dah prepare for new life ni?hahahaha ni lawak sbb lepas aku stop kerja aku tido je kot hahahahaha lepastu habiskan tengok drama and show.pastu kadng2 menghabiskan duit hahaha.yerp next week start but i did nothing hahaha tak ready kot :(
macam mana weh nak kena basuh baju sendiri?nak kena buru makanan sendiri.how to make friends hahaha awkward gila kotttt.warghhhhhh :(( banyak kali dah kot cakap kat fas kenapa kena besar hahaha nak jadi kecik je so that tk yah kot nk fikir apa2 :(
tahu tak sekrang type sambil dengan lagu i must confess-ft island sambil rasa nak nangis sbb rindu gila dengan my old life!!!! :(( ahhh lagu dah lah sweet dah ah makin sedih macam ni sob sob sob yoseob sob sob
let just see nnti macam mana.postif sya!!awoof awoof!hahaha k dah.gila
