hahaha i cant remember the last time i actually update this blog lol.here i am typing becacuse i scare i will forgot this important thing in my life!!
i just moved to JB!!uhuk as much as i love my life at kapar but i need to berhijarah juga.i believe everythings happen for a reason and berhijarah itu baik.so i hope my life will be better here :)
my last day at kapar hurmm i dont know how to say but seriously thanks to wani,thirah,izuan,hisham,wana,jannah,izzati for came and met me for the last time.im so touched you know when wani said izuan athirah semua wanna meet me.me and izuan bertahun dah kot tk jumpa!i hope thats not our last time meet!
okey move on to how my life here!
im studying at smk taman pelangi now.its a bit far from my house here so everyday balik i will stay for a while at tok mak's then later petang mom will take us.
well,my school here seriously okey!everyone there were so nice to me!they are not like what i imagine lol hahaha seriously everyone in my class terima aku.im not sure all of them are okey with me join the class but no one there layan me teruk so i guess diaorang okey je kot.i hope so!most of them dah pernah cakap lah dengan aku.i was so glad that most of them are friendly.well you know me,im so shy shy you know hahahaa luckily they were the one who started the talk to me.i dont know why i so malu with them.eh not malu lah but err i scare kot to start the conversation first.takut macam terslaah cakap ke terkasar ke terbuat lawak bodoh ke hahaha sbb yeah dekat kapat me and my friends cakap kasar/ganas kot.kalau gurau macam nak gaduh ahhaha so tak kan tetiba aku nak buat macam tu kan kang habis diaorang terkejut tak boleh terima kang forever alone aku kat sini lol
i dont know how to say this but i seriously so glad that everyone there so friendly!even budak kelas sebalah some were tegur me.i was so suprised you know.tbh,suasana sekolah here is better than kapar.maybe sbb here students tak banyak kot.and the teachers too!they were nice to me.my english teacher even asked me after a few days i was there she asked me if im fine here?ada orang buli tak?lol hahaha and shes not my guru kelas pon.and my agama's teacher also keep told me to study rajin rajin.actually at first im a lil bit takut.takut jadi macam new student last year in my class.seriously!tapi alhamdulillah everythings fine :)
ergghh i think i need to buang my perasaan malu and no confident ni!!hahaha i've no idea why but erghh theres some students from other class always call my name whenever i walk pass their class but i dont know how to react hahahaha i keep looking down lol ahhaha actually one of them even said im sombong :( no!!im not.i want to talk i want to tegur you all too but i dont know why im too shy to do that :( kalau macam ada orang nak try to start perbualan pon i macam jawab sepatah je because i've no confident.i scare if i say whats on my mind they will think that im rude/melebeih lebih/poyo or whatever lah thats why i just reply sepatah sepatah.kalau macam i nak buat lawak/bergurau pon i macam you better not sya!!hahaha i dont know why :( i hope i can atleast get out from my shell lol
i guess one of the reason im being like this because of rk!i hate rk class now!they make us stick with the same person for like 3 years!then tak bercampur dengn budak budak lain!see now i dont know how to bergaul with other people!nasib baik tahun2 lepas adalah jugak sometimes jumpa budak baru.tak kenal.thanks to izzah who always brought me together with her whenever she hangout with her friends.atleast i learnt how to reply to new people that i just met lol
anyway,i hope all 5UM can terima me and layan me nicely till atleast the last day of spm!another part of my life just begin!i hope evrythings gonna be fine and i live happily till i start another part of my life!annyeong!
